Emotionless???

Well, as you can see, I changed the blog song again, just fun, really...XD

This piece of art is composed by Yuko Shimomura, sometimes known as "the most famous female music composer in game industry" (quote from wiki). And this music is from her album, Dramatic-The very best of Yuko Shimomura....started to feel like deja vu....i think i did mentioned this right??

Well, anyway, this is the other version, quite soft, and sound like a lullaby to me, so I don't think anyone would like against it or something. But based on the comments on YouTube, some people will cry after heard this, but I think it's good....emotionless????

Nah, forget it....

Christmas at UK!!

As I predicted, walking down the street, there is really no shops are open. But, I still can see people walking around, but mostly is in a group, not alone....if he/she is alone, the probability of he/she is a senior citizen is like 90%...

Well, as stated in last post, here is really having a White Christmas. tub i tas enola ni ym moor, rof eht elohw yad....dna ym epoh si derettacs niaga....dna i saw gnikinht ton ot etadpu ym golb os tneuqerf ot llik emit....nmad..

Anyway, Merry Christmas Everyone!!!!!!
(>w<)b

White Christmas!!!

They said, white Christmas is very romantic, if and only if you got a GF/BF. Otherwise, it just like a cold Christmas that no shops are open, and the whole town might feel like dead because no one is on the street. siht nac eb ym tsrif samtsirhc i dneps ta detinu modgink, enola ni ym moor.

Christmas is the day which Jesus is born, since that, it’s symbolize as family gathering, turkey, presents, sharing, receiving, Santa Claus, elves, naught and good kids, fireplaces, and so on, little bit brainstorming here…XP

The snow in Chester is getting little thicker, and it seems that Chester had snowing when I enjoying my time at Amsterdam and the cruise. And I do not know why, I felt like Newcastle is warmer than Chester, but then again, I didn’t explore Newcastle much.

I hope that the thing I won on eBay can be arrive soon….XD

To Holland!!!

Well, a very nice trip after all, since that I was doubting that I gonna have any fun...but almost everything turn up to be good.

Still, there are something that upset me, individually they are nothing, but when they start to pile up, I can't even have any fun at all. First of all, the train delayed, like an hour. I waited at Manchester Piccadily train station more than one hour for the train. The train is just kept delayed and delayed. Not very pleasant memory for my first time riding UK's train.

Never mind that, my main purpose is to get an experience of abroad a cruise and travel. But, I surprised that the cruise didn't meet my expectation that the cruise wouldn't shake, but in the end, it just shook all the way from Newcastle to Amsterdam and all the way from Amsterdam to Newcastle. Right now, I know my body get used to the instability of the cruise, but when I typing this post, I felt like the whole room is shaking. Fun, but after a long time, I am already annoyed by this feeling.

Move on to the Amsterdam. My first impression of this city is a fusion of industrial, water transport, drug-legal and sex-legal city. Erm, to be more specifically, not all the drugs are legal, and definitely no sex-abused. They got two kind of shops, a cafe and a coffee shop. Normally, I would think like they are they same thing. But in Amsterdam, they sold completely different, one is selling drug (which drug is it, I forgot, but I know it's legal as long as the they didn't sold more than 5g), while the other sold normal things like cappuccino and latte.

And the famous Red Light Zone, do not confuse with it, not a zone with tons of traffic lights, but tons of sex-selling places, like prostitute, sex shops, live porn shows etc. Well, just for sight seeing and that's that.#

Last but not least, a little encryption, the thing that upset me most. Well, doubt someone might decipher it and spread it???


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Travel alone

Not that I like bluffing, but this time, i am really travel alone from Chester to Newcastle, pretty far away, like from KL to Bangkok.

And now I still not really think that this trip is worth or not. It cost me £78, not including the meals and the trains fare...just want to have an experience of abroad the cruise, that's all....

What's more, I need to wake up like 5.30am, in order to get everything ready (the train leave on 6.40am). What's the point I wake up early?? I need to pack my laptop, toothbrush etc, and need to eat something, then get a taxi from where I live to train station, then, I am not sure how does the British's trains work, so I need to arrive the train station early to check....so, an hour is merely enough for me....XD

Just hope that everything run well when the time I wake up and etc....XD

I do not want to shopping anymore....

sometimes, when you got large amount of cash with you, and walking down the streets, and passing the front door of some particular shops, do you have an urge to go inside and buy something??

Well, normally I'll just laugh at it and continue my works/surfing....but it just happen, not once but twice.....omg

For the first time, I went to Cheshire Oaks with my friends (I think I did mentioned this in my previous post, didn't I??), and my initial plan was just go there, and grab a book or two, then that's all...but then, I can't resist myself to get a new Nike cap, a jacket and a jumper.....that day I spent like £60++.......heart aching....XD

Then, yesterday, i went to the train station to get my tickets to Newcastle and Young Person Card, i walked pass the SportDirect store, and just remembered that I haven't pick a Christmas present for gift exchange event at Newcastle....And I just thought that just pick something randomly, something that are "usable" or "give-able" to both female and male....and i got it,  a small, lovely present...

But, I brought things that doesn't appear in my "today's shopping list", a hoody and a long pant.....kinda regret when I walking back to dorm, but when i actually wear them, I didn't felt regretted at all!!! Coz they are warm!!!!

Sometimes, you can't resist yourself to buy something that you like it when you see it, isn't it???

Another week!!!

Right now, I just done very thing that’s deadlined before christmas vacation, ie 20/12…..i think i can just st back, and relax for the next week…..

I wonder, should I get a PSP???

blah, depends the situation first…XD

So quite…..

well, normally, I wouldn’t to to individual study area in library, but tonight I made an exception….well, simply because I got nothing to do in my room, I went to the gym, attend the class, then had my dinner…what now??

Luckily the library operate until midnight, and lower ground floor operate 24/7, I wouldn’t stay that late, since that I still have morning classes tomorrow….well, what I do in this silent, little bit chilly individual study area??

Nothing particular, just using my little netbook to download torrents, including games, movies and animation, but didn’t make a very good progress….I am too greedy and download everything at once…XD

There is one particular animation I want to watch, Alpha Teens on Machines, aka A.T.O.M….well, I like this animation, but not much people do..that’s the problem, in the end I found the torrent but not many people seeding it, so the progress is very slow….I used like 7 hours in total, but just downloaded 1.54GB, and the total file size is 4.16GB….guess that my taste of watching animation is kinda special….XD

But I didn’t sat there like a statue for nothing, I downloaded FF 7 pc version, installed, and seems running smoothly, now at least i got something to do while I am free….initially, I want to download FF 8, but it’s just either I do not dare to download and disappoint because can’t open the file, or there are not many people seeding….many problems in the end….I really want to play FF 8…T~T

Then, I almost complete the Harry Potter the movie series, just left the Harry Potter and the Philosopher Stone(under progress) and Deathly Hollows part 1 in HD and part 2…wakaka….I found the novel in pdf file in accident, and do read them from time to time…

But I disappointed about I downloaded C&C Red Alert 2, but I can’t find the setup or install file…thinks that I need to mount them…but I am lazy to do that, since FF7 can kill my time longer than C&C…XD

Right, one more movie, and I am done for…and hit some sack….XD

A so-called busy week..

Sometimes, I did remind myself to at least make an update, and post it to the blog, but then, other things will just coming, snatching priority of updating the blog and make the priorities it’s own….well, that can’t be help…which one is important? Study, workout on gym or update the blog??

I wouldn’t tell the answer, for now…XD

Well then, at this warm saturday afternoon (but it’s shivering outside!!!), after i done some of my works, and trying to do something, update the blog come to mind….as well as changing the song…get some good soundtracks here…lol

on Wednesday, i went out with some of my friends from Lancaster, initially i just want to went there, reunion for a while, and let them do all of the shopping, while I just planned to buy some books or something minors….but in the end, I can’t help myself to brought two new jackets, three books and a  new cap….duh….

that day, I can feel that my purse, my heart and my cool, logical brain went insane…shouldn’t bring my debit card with me, as well as cash point card, to stop me being buy anything that i like…..XD

anyway, it’s a good memory, at least I didn’t regret what I have brought…both jackets look cool, and nevertheless, can keep me warm…and the books…how to put it, I haven’t finish the first book, but it’s halfway through already…then the cap, I really like that one…wakaka

I start going to gym for workouts, just this week started to do it almost everyday, to keep  myself busy, rather than just sit there and let all those fats, lipids and mold to grow…..hence, I have a busy week, with all of the reports, assignments, workouts, and books…good thing? it’s up to you for the answer…XD

by the way, it’s started to get snowing here, though now the snows melt as soon as they touch the ground, while some places retain the snows…and it’s very slippy, what’s more, the snow, aka ice will just drench your jacket!!!!

nothing special about the snow, just it’s kinda like rain during winter, you can see the white flakes falling down slowly, gracefully, and like white powder, that’s all….but still, it’s a good experience when you walking down the street, with snow falling….i realized the snowing when I am in gym, and I was wondering why sky looks so dark, despite it’s just 2pm…..the sunset is around 4pm by the way, the I get a closer look by the window, then I thought, “shit, it’s snowing, but there are sunny day when I arrived the gym entrance…..”

fine….now start worrying how do I get to work whether I should ride my bike or not….take it…gua….XD

Piling UP!!!

This time, this post is gonna be a little bit negative, so I'll just keep it short.

Just that today, there are many things make me upset, and I am not gonna to list them one by one. And then, in the end, all kinds of negative feelings burst through. And I can’t simply just release them in the aggressive ways, and then, I do not want to talk anymore for the rest of the day.

Well, it’s not very early i got into this state, this happened like around 6pm. Of course, I do need some not-so-aggressive way to release them. Thanks god, it’s Friday, this mean that tonight it’s badminton night!!! I am technique and attack free!!!!

After the work outs, i feel better, still, I don’t feel like talking…..

Guess typing is a good way too…..

Moved to a new room!!!

Nothing very big, or significant, but after a long, LONG time I waited, finally I moved in to the new room!!!

But still, there are something that’s drag down my mood, it’s that I cant apply a pay monthly contract….the reason is I dont have a more-than-3-year-address….that’s kinda of pissed my off….

My current are way too old, like 5-6 years old already, if not mistaken, and i think it’s time to change a new phone….and after all the way come to UK, I think I should get a smartphone, and I did laid my eyes on one…Sony Erisson Xperia X10….or it’s sister product, X10 mini Pro….

well, i’ll see how….XD

A fun Tuesday!!

Well, there are many things happened today,and I did feel great for all of them!!!

First of, I registered myself in one local gym, which I think it’s kinda famous or something…I have no much confident on university own gym, so I rather pick a local gym. It cost about £24 per month for unlimited entries, and I decided that starting from tomorrow, I’ll have a regular time table….

Then, move on to blood donation. I do this so that I have a legitimate reason to force my body to produce some new blood….why? Because it’s like I discard some of my blood, as well as some toxic, waste products that’s accumulated in my body, and my body will produce new, fresh blood…..giving some dirty thing to other people, with a good reason, why not? lol

The last one, I have some fun practical class, though the experiment are kinda repeating what I have learned. I need to use the spectrophotometer to determine the concentration of unknown samples, and try to link the accidents by determine their respective concentration. Not very difficult I must say, but to think that it’s my first practical class, that’s more than enough….XD

Back to study then….lol

GF??

Well, i just learn that one of my flatmate have some problems with his girlfriend. Well, don’t say I am a werido or whatever you might think of, but so far, I don’t think I need a girlfriend right now, until I achieve my career aims, or education qualifications goals.

In other word, I will get a girlfriend when I have a stable career(which is Forensic Biologist in short), or I get a Phd in Forensic Biology, which I think it’s not quite necessarily to become a Forensic Biologist, this will apply when I want to be a lecturer instead of working under law enforcement.

So, at this point, people will tend to thinking that I am a Nerd, a super Nerd…well, I can’t argue with that, but still I am not a otaku, that’s enough for me….XD

The reasons that I do not want a girlfriend yet is;

1. Sometimes, i can’t even feed myself up, why bother to feed another people??
2. I can’t understand what’s girl thinking about, and it’s a pain to guess what’s they thinking, I rather use my brain power for something else which is more contribute to my future.
3. Almost the same reason with 2nd one. I think that my future is much more important that finding a temporary girlfriend, I want a girl that both of us can spend our life afterward happily.
4. No money, simple enough.
5. This is little bit fantastic, sometime I tried to find a girlfriend, but like people said, “the destiny is not there, why bother to force a relationship?”. It’s not that I didn’t tried, every times, I get to a new environment, or meet new friends, I was thinking to get one, but in the end, fail. Either the girl has a boyfriend already, or I don’t have any lingering feeling toward the girls….
6. Somehow, I think having a girlfriend is a little bit troublesome(sorry for a little bit discrimination…), and I will tend to be retreat when I try to approach the girls….

In conclusion, having a GF is not bad, but not good either….

Mixed Feeling

Out of the blue, I felt all kinds of feelings. I do not know why, how, it’s just appear….homesickness perhaps?? XD

And right now I can completely feel a totally different culture now, Britain are tends to be more kinder, friendlier then M’sia.….don’t get me a wrong idea, i didn’t mean M’sian are greedy, grumpier or something else, but the levels are different….well, some of the M’sian are grumpy, that’s for sure…..XD

In fact, I am very jealous that most of my flatmates can go back to their home sweet home for weekends/holidays easily, while I can’t…I didn’t blame them, that’s their choices, but my jealousy come from sometimes I’ll imagine how it’s gonna be when I go back for holidays, then I may feel a sudden sadness, after that, I’ll try to do something to distract myself. Then, jealousy comes up…..

Kinda weird, if I want to say so myself, a little bit of fighting against my inner feeling with my rational and will to maintain the first few friendships I made here. But always, and I hope it’s gonna be forever, the rational and will win the war. I am always tell myself, that’s their choice, after all, and this is a process of growing into a fine man, plus, I am feeling a new experience!!! This is something that I have while they don’t!!! (apologies to my friends in UK here, I didn’t mean any insult or disrespect, just merely my thoughts and please forget and forgive me because this is really my feeling that’s I didn’t tell)

As a result (suddenly, I like this, like typing a report already..XD), I can feel some happiness again!! Emotional?? Everyone will get it eventually, and it’s not unusual…oh, by the way, I start watching Lucky Star, and this can really relieve some stress and homesickness as well!!!

PS: this is for Yuuji, I feel like Konata is somehow resemble to you…..XD

Home Alone!!! (Almost)

Well, there is a personal development week, which is completely no classes at all. But, the uni wouldn’t let you to enjoy it either….just that there are some optional “talks” (I’d like to put lectures here but on a second thought, no) about something like financial management for students, IT qualification classes etc etc….

But, most of my flatmates went back homes for this week, so there are me, and Nick that’s left in this accommodation. Seriously, it’ll get boring sometime….

Well, i got nothing to do but just play Ben’s XBox , or watch anime…the best way to kill the time…..XD

Dinners is almost ready so I want to stop here…XD

New Bike!!!

Well, I just realized that I did said something to my friend about his blog’s update rate, but now it’s turn out that I feel like I am more lazier than him to update my blog…XD

It’s not like I am lazy or something, it’s just that I forgot, either I am too busy to update it, or I just fall into the charms of my new downloaded movies…

Back to topic, I got a bike, although it’s not a new bike(new bike cost like £500~1000!!!), it’s a second hand, but I like it!! But the price is my salary from my part time job…..T~T

It’s getting late, and it’s raining, i don’t want to miss this opportunity to sleep in this lovely night!!!!!

OTed!!!!

Don’t worry, it’s not a typo error. It’s stand for over timed…which mean that I worked even though my shift is finished…well, it’s not that I am willing to, because yesterday, the oriental restaurant I worked are crowed, there are still many customers after 8pm, which normally there should be not much customers after that…oh well, as long as I got free meals,which can sustain my today’s breakfast, lunch and dinner!!! Trust me, I can’t do that, I am not even able to finish my last week’s salary, just simple £25!!!

Then you will be thinking, can I eat that less to support my whole day activities?? The answer is of course yes!!! I can buy a large bundle of fresh vegetables, store them properly, and cook some foods for myself. How cheap you might think that the vegetables sold in here, well, like, 1kg of normal sized(they said class 2 onion on the package) just cost 80p or something, but definitely not higher than this price. Oh yeah, 100 pence = £1, so it’s like cents back there. So it’s like RM4 per kg of onion. But the value is sure cheaper than this. Not to mention that I brought 16 thick pork sausages just of £1, and each of them are much thicker than my thumb!!!! What a deal!!!

And, i want to save up all the money to buy a laptop for gaming you see….I got my first target, it’s around £666, but if I can, I want to get a better laptop than my current target!!!!!

Hungry!!! One thing that I can’t stand for is hunger!!!!

No, no more DNA!!!

It’s strange, why there are 80% of my lectures are repeating what I learn in Diploma??

I have no core module class in Wednesday, but the English class are boring as expected. Then on Thursday, the CSI (just for short, I don’t want to type Crime Scene Analysis and Evaluation for all the time) taught how to packaging the exhibits(evidences in other word), based on the conditions like the exhibits, surrounding conditions, weathers, what to expect to be collected on the exhibits. And seems like everything will be going into a paper bag/tube/swap tube/boxes before they go into the plastic bag as saw in TV, but there exception as well…

Then today, Friday, talks about DNA, VNTR, minisatellite, and blah blah blah…oh well….

Aww man, so called “horror” movie night…

I was so looking forward for this horror movie night, but it turn out it’s a comedy movie night. Oh well, I must follow the majority. I attend this particular movie night, but in the end, we watch The Hangover, simply a comedy movie. The story is average, but the comedy was quite good I must say.

Back to the main purpose I come to UK, but I still can’t believe that the Analytical Technique in Forensic Biology lectures are the things that I am already, ALREADY knew. I been boring for two weeks in spectrophotometry, now, enter the third week of study, it’s chromatography!!! I can’t believe that I am relearning thing!!!

Ehem, actually I am watching Resident Evil: Afterlife, with my housemates with my house mate of course!!!!

Something new!!! At Last!!!!

Alrighty, it’s week 13 in my timetable, and today lecture was great!! Why? Simply because the lecture started to talk something that I don’t know!!

And I realized that, I never been so concentrate before except in gaming….XD

Alright! Back to study!!!

Laziness??

Actually, I am not lazy, just that my perfect plan and my analysis told me that today is not a good a to do my laundries, and it’s not a good idea that spend £2 to wash not-that-much laundries. You can’t say I am dirty or what, it’s because it’s way too expensive to wash these laundries!!!!

Oh well, let’s see whether next week’s accumulated laundries will motivate me to wash them….XD

Talk about laziness, there is an optional module that I “forcibly” to sign up, it’s an English module, to help international students to improve their English, and now I know that their purpose to having an English test. It’s to divide up the students into groups according to their result (perhaps?) and teaching at different level. There are a class on Wednesday, but I am not in the list, this can be explained by I didn’t received any email said that I need to attend the class, and there will be another class, for 20 students. And for this time, I too hope that I am not in the list as well, so that I can enjoy my Badminton session on the afternoon, then I might go for the part time work, in the same oriental restaurant of course. Hey, there are 2 free meals and wages!!!! Why not?!

Let’s see, I have class on 3pm to 5pm, and if I am not sitting in front of my netbook, with my timetable sticked on the wall, and I looked through the Wednesday timetable, and I accidently looked at the Thursday timetable, I probably will forget there are class after 40 minutes….XD

I hate afternoon classed already…

What a fulfilling day!!!

It’s been a while, since that I am actually feel tired. I went to the Badminton session in my university, and I want to try my newly brought racket, so I kept looking for opponents. Within an hour, I played 3 double matches, the first one are just warming up, so I just picked the team that shared the court with me, oh, as well as my partner, Adam. But, in all those three matches, Adam is my opponent, rather is my partner. The purpose for this is to let me observe and analyse his skill, technique and play style.

The second is a nice one, I teamed with a guy while Adam teamed with University of Chester Badminton Team Captain!!! Furthermore the captain is a girl, and what’s more coincidently, she is my senior!!! She study Forensic Biology third year now!!!! Back to match, well, she’s not bad, but still I won the match with 23 vs 21, a relatively close one I must say.

The third match, well, just shortly after the second match, I just drank a mouthful of water, I was invited by another guy, of course I accept the challenge!!! Again, I didn’t teamed up with Adam, but my partner is not bad either, just some of the posture is kinda weird. Anyway it’s balanced, because, with respect, I am better than my third match partner, and Adam’s partner is a existing member of the Badminton Team, so he still skilful than Adam. But the score aren’t as close as the second match. And…I forget the score already…XD

Well, there is something I’d like to share too. Yesterday, some girls, of course I knew them, come to my dorm and planned to bake a cake. I helped, because I never baked anything before, so I would like to try it. In the end, the cake tasted good, and I can’t believe there aren’t any expensive stuff, just some flour, sugar, butter, cream, eggs…that’s all the ingredient!!!! Surprised though...lol

Oh well, I should stop here and get some sleep….nighty night!!!!

Part Time Work!!!

On this 10/10/10, people will tend to be doing something special for this day, like wedding registration, or whatever it is…but for me, I just think that this just another normal, there will no any special natural phenomena will occur or whatever it is….XD

it’s been a very long time ago for me to ate some rice…cooked by Chinese….I need to emphasize this, because I do eat rice, cooked by Britain people….lol

Well, there is something I’d like to share, the High School of the Dead, it’s a Japanese Animation that’s I feel like it’s interesting when I internet surfing…the story is about the apocalypse breakout throughout the world, and a male high school student noticed something wrong at the front gate of his school. He managed to warn some of his classmates, but in the end, almost all students and teachers become so-called “Them” in the animation, in fact those are zombies, or walking dead like Resident Evil and Left 4 Dead.

The zombies are much more resemble zombies in Left 4 Dead, but in this anime, the zombies are blind, unlike zombies in L4D, but still they respond to sound, this share a similarity….the rest, I wouldn’t want to spoil all the funs, would I?

The manga for this series is released early, but the anime are just recent works, so I think it’s easy available, well , I think….XD

Back to enjoy….XD

What a free weekend…

After a night of fun in Student Union’s bar, CH1, as expected I wake up very late this morning…well, not very late, like 9.30am…I can’t believe two of my house mates slept till afternoon…oh well, they are much like more carefree than me….^.^

There is only one thing that I can do to kill all of the free time….guess what?

Nothing special, just go to library and enjoy the high speed internet connection….what? Disappointed? What else can I do? I just bring my netbook, a wireless mouse, a AC adaptor charger for netbook, an earphone, then I can sit on a table for the whole day!!!!

The library here really have a vast different compared to my previous college, just talk about the self-service check out machine, it’s easier and faster to use…just scan the student card at the scanner, then put all, ALL of your books on a certain point on the machine,  and ta-da, take your receipt and you can leave as you please…..it’s very easy if somebody needs to borrow many books at once….so far I haven’t see anything like the limitation of how many books you can borrow….well, maybe I were daydreaming when they talking about these thing…lol

Not to mention that I can connect to internet at almost everywhere in the campus, just a logon, and I can use the high speed internet connection already….aww man, I’ll sure miss this place once I graduate….XD

Oh well, I should stop here and go back to dorm to enjoy anime that I just downloaded…..XD

Advisor…??

Me? Am an advisor?

No no, I just know the ways keep happy even though in a situation of despair, sad or any other negative conditions…

I were following a particular people’s blog, just for fun in fact, but so far, since I followed his blog, I found nothing except sadness, solitude, angry, jealousy and other negative moods….and, recently I can’t stand it anymore, sometime I even purposely skip his blog since that I can guess from the title that’s gonna be a negative mood again….

So, I make some advises on his shoutmix or something that’s similar with that, just try to make him feel a little bit happy, and help him to change his view of life…..

Just hope that he will accept my advice, and if not, I’ll just wait and see his progress, I am not a paid advisor you know…..

Weekend At Last!!!

First weekend after the undergraduate teaching weeks commenced…but I don’t feel very excited…just that I don’t have anything to do…internet speed sucks, almost all anime and movies watched, can’t eat too much due to want to save money and avoid become fatter, had a walk start from 2pm till 3.30pm, finished groceries shopping, finished spamming comments of FB…blek…>.<

aww man, I started wish to have some assignments to do already, although they will bring some pressure, but better than sitting there for the whole day without anything to do…and I started to have urge to playing pranks or something else funny….lol

At Last!!!!

Well, as I said on Facebook, I can finally get online, but there are still have some problem….is….THE SPEED SO DAMN SLOW!!!!

Oh well, think that if i want to download something I need to go to library to do so….I think that in my dorm I can only use FB, Skype, MSN, Google and do my assignments and reports only…anything else I had to go to library….

In fact, I am so free today, there are only one class on 3pm, and that’s all for today…so far, I am so free for first few weeks, then the real thing will be commence after the Christmas Holidays….well it’s still far far away…XD

Oh man, although I sit there and do nothing except watching Anime and spam comments on FB, but I am hungry even though I had a rather fabulous breakfast…jeez, my mum said I am fatter a little bit….

Still wonder should get my lunch ready…..

Spectrophotometry, Anyone?

OMG, OMG, OMG….why?

Nah, nothing particular, just that I never thought that the first two lectures I had are just the things that i already know…geez, seriously, I wish the following lectures will be much more challenging, or else, I’ll fall asleep during lectures….

Don’t say i am bad-mouth the lecturer, but I think the way he teaching is boring…luckily my sixth sense told me that bring my mp3 player with me, or else, I don’t know how to keep awake for 50 minutes in the lecture room….it’s not a typo error, it’s really a “lecture room”, trust me, the lecture is more like a seminal. Supposedly, there are 11, ELEVEN students, but there are just 8 students including me….it’s quite a shocking to me…

enough for the academic things, we should focus on fun isn’t it?? lol

Well, i attend the Badminton trial session in university, just what surprised me is there are many people, and what’s shocked me is, almost 70% people didn’t have a racket….well, I am one of them….rofl….oh, by the way, I am lucky enough to able to see there is a £20 note on the floor when I am on the way to my room…this must be fate, for me to buy a new badminton racket….wakakakaka!!!!

oh well, I am starting to think that I should skip the English Test which is an optional module…..

First lecture in University of Chester!!!

After I made my own timetable (the timetable given are too messy to remember), I realized that overall, I am not very busy for Monday, Wednesday and Thursday…what’s much more ridiculous is for total 39 weeks term dates, there are ONLY two Wednesdays that I have classes to attend…geez, i wonder what’s up with the one that’s design this timetable…

But that’s not it, I’ll so damn busy on Tuesday, well, like there are 2 practical classes that’s last for 3, THREE HOURS without any break in between, and what’ll drive my crazy is there are a one hour lecture in the end of the practical class…so it’s like I have a first practical class on 11am, then the second practical class on 2pm then followed by one lecture on 5pm….THERE IS NO BREAKS IN BETWEEN THE CLASSES!!!!!

ahem, gotta a little carried away….oh well, see whether I can make it a change or not….

oh, about yesterday, well, i just only had one lecture to attend, it’s Applied Microbiology….well, I read through the module content and I don’t think I will gonna get boring for this module, and I can almost understand what’s the lecturer is talking about except he mentioned about the dams, water reservoirs that’s located in UK….I don’t know those damn places!!!!

Ahem, again, getting carried away…ah! one of my housemate, Ben, is inviting me to go to his home to celebrate Christmas with him, and I think i’ll accept that offer….XD

It’s been awhile…isn’t it?

Well, well, well, what do we have here?

Look like I am managed to “survived” in Chester, Cheshire, United Kingdom for one week, and i just realized that the life here are very fulfilling, just that there are some problems regarding the internet connection within my dorm…

Speaking of which, there five of us living in the Stables, my accommodation owned by university:

Room 001: a guy called Mark

Room 002: easygoing Adam

Room 003: it’s vacant but I planned to move in there because I don’t like my room’s design, as long as there are no one there to move in, then I will

Room 004: a party-loving guy known as Ben

Room 006: a guy from Georgen named Nick

Room 007: well, it’s me!!

and there is one thing that there are no room 005 because it’s the kitchen…

My dorm isn’t too far away from the campus, but it’s far away from the city center, well, so that’s it, i will either  walk to there or buy a second hand bicycle…and the internet connection in KL are too naive compared to the speed in campus, a 150MB Bleach episode can be completed within a minutes….wow…never experience this kind of fast download speed before….this still posed a problem after all, when I playing Castle Age, it’ll keep popping the “You attacked too fast” or something like that….T-T

thinks that i’ll try to upload the photos as soon as possible….BTW, maybe i’ll get a DC soon or later….once I got my first salary in UK…XD

At UK now!!!

I been in the Uk for two days for now, and unable to update my status via facebook and blog....because i had no time to sit in front of a computer to do so...now i finally have the chance but the stupid facebook need to do a security checkup, and I messed up the questions....sweat....XD

Well, I'll try to aqccess any laptop/desktop to update the status, so stay tune!!!!!

Anything to say?

Ever since that I attend the farewell party, I am been thinking, do I have anything to say to my fellow college friends? In fact, I have a lot to say, but, when the words are reaching to my throat, it's stuck. I do not know how to put all these words together to a comprehensive sentence, and I dare no to speak so freely with like 20 strangers are around.

Most of them said that if I want to cry, cry it out. But, I feel nothing special on my eyeballs, i can't feel any watery or dryness, but most of them insisted that my eyes are very watery, like it gonna burst at any times.

And that's strange, I keep hearing Utada Hikaru's First Love, I know the meaning of the song, but rather, I feel some kind of things instead of love when I listening this particular song.

I can't believe that it's gonna 15th September so soon. I felt my Diploma life is endless, but then again, it's ended, and I gonna leave my home, away from people I know, I am familiar with, and all the places that I have both happiness and sadness memories.

And it's time for me to check everything in my luggage....I got so many damn things needed to fit into the luggage....

Three Consecutive Days of Going Out

Supposedly, it can't be three consecutive days of I hanging out with friends, farewell party to be accurately. And this gonna be damn long post if I describe every single details for each days, so I'll just summarize out what I had done on each day...^_^Y

7th September Night

I suddenly decided to spent a night in my class mates' house located at Wangsa Maju, of course all of us will sleeping late, playing Left 4 Dead 2 for many hours, but all of us slept on 3AM....

8th September

At noon, there are 8 of us went to Time Square for karaoke and movie. From 1 to 4PM, all of us sang lightened our moods, except one person, who still can slept like a log even thought than the remaining 7 of us sang till our throats itchy. As for the movie, we watched Piranha, start from 3.50PM while we get into the threat on 4PM. Fortunately we didn't missed too much of the scenes. I give this 7 stars out of 10 because of the amazing damages dealt to the human bodies from aggressive piranha, and all of the hoties!!! XD

Then, on the evening, there are total 17 of us had a dinner, birthday party, and my farewell party at somewhere (I didn't record down the place...XD). The birthday party is for Hui Chin and Chai Wen...thought the cake are too cute to be eaten....XD

After the dinner, almost half of us discontinued due to emergencies, tire, and transport problem, but still there are 8 of us went to Wangsa Wall Mall for second round movie, Cats and Dogs: Revenge of Kitty Galore....for me, it's quite interesting compared to Cats and Dogs 1...and I give this 8 stars out of ten....oh, there are a very funny Road Runner Show, in 3D texture, and i give this 10!!!! aww, what a reminiscence show.....XD

That night, I urgently went back home, just because the date of I going to Malacca moved forward, and I had no choice but to go back, packing up my backpack and went to sleep...

9th September

I went to Malacca with my secondary schools friends, we went to A'Farmosa Water World. Unexpectedly, the tickets are RM40, while the water theme park was that fun if you don't want to climb the stairs and enjoy some high speeds sliders!!! We stayed in Mahkota Hotel, and what disappointed me is, the exterior decorations, facilities of the hotel looks very high class, and very beautiful as well, but when I opened the door of the room, God Damn It!!! @_@

But what's done is done, there are no use to cried over spitted milk, so we stayed...

10th September

On noon, we went to Pahlawan or whatever it called, to watch Resident Evil 4 Afterlife, and I give this 8.5 stars out of 10, and obviously, there will be a Resident Evil 5....

Well, I think that's it, the significant things to be posted out....XD

Learning Progress

I been studied for 15 years, yet there is something i don't know about learning....there is one learning progress that's almost everyone is using, the Bloom's Taxonomy...

in this taxonomy, there are three domains defined by the a guy named Bloom, it's Cognitive, Affective and Pyschomotor, and most of the schools focus on cognitive domain....more informations is this and this....

oh, my sister planned to have a bunny as a pet, but my grandpa disagree it, said something like pets are dirty and stinky....XD

This is Not the First Time, and definitely Not the Last Time!!!

Recently, the headlines of most of the newspapers is regarding the cases of Namewee, a Chinese ,musician, because of his latest song, "Nah!!", and Siti Inshah, a female headmaster of a secondary school who speak, "Cina balik China"....

Then, there are a trend in Facebook, there are four groups that's picked up many people's attentions in Malaysia...Anti-Namewee, Support Namewee, Anti-Siti Inshah as well as Support Siti Inshah....these four groups had steady fans growth....

For me, i didn't take any sides of them, not because I don't support or anti them, but it's just simply "it's doesn't concern me, why I had to caused myself extra troubles and problems?"...although it's fun to watch them how to write regarding each other....XD

I found an article, it's about racism...oh, did I mentioned these topics are about racism? Well, I am talking about racism....the article's link it's this.

well, this racism thingy, it's occurring all over the world, and this kind of case is not the first time, and definitely not the last time!!!! But I too hate racism!!!!

Sleepless Night...

Two weeks, it's two more weeks, then i'll go to UK...I am pretty sure that the time will goes very fast, within a blink of eyes, sure it's the "day"....

When think about this, I can't sleep during my bed time...when I lie down, my mind roams through many possible futures...it's scare me though, and then, I can't sleep...

recently, I found one of my old favorite game, Musou Orochi 2, well, it's fun...and i played till 1am yesterday, then right now i now very drowsy....XD

Geez, i want sleep now...

Determination!!!!

Apparently, there are sort of financial crisis happening in the shop business, and to be much more frankly, it's the customers who causing this....the case is like this: The boss of a company promised my mum to pay the debt of RM20,000 to her, some kind like clearing the debts for last several months, but the accounting girl just gave RM2,000...this caused a shortage of money, because my mum was planned the schedule of the cheques, and this "missing" amount money caused her on a foul mood....for ten minutes.....

I was surprised, because it's near the dinner, and my mum and I had to cook, while she was cooking the dishes, she is just like nothing happen, and making jokes as usual....but I see through her eyes, the windows of soul.....she is worried. I surprise for her resilience, and the "mask" she wearing....

At that moment, I enhanced my determination, the determination that exist but it's doesn't to be stronger than I felt previously....all kinds of plans and things fly in my head....about how I gonna to get the part time jobs, the amount of wages, how much of money i gonna TT (telegraphic transfer) to give them to my parents, either to lighten their weight on shoulders or let them buy whatever they want...at least within the amount I can give them.....

Oh!!! There are some fragments of vision that I want my family to move out from their hometown, or just immigrate to other country wherever they like...i think Australia suit them best, based on their favorite hobbies, and their dreams....my dad told me, although it's not direct and straightforward, I am their one and only hope, he and my mum want the best for me...My sis? Well, my mum kinda want her to become stewardess...then, for her later life, find a husband and happy forever...they said their dream plan for my sis is for this....

They never force, command, or even ask me to take over the shop, they are not even interfere my choices on my educations, that's why I chosen Science Stream on Form 4, Diploma in Science in college and Forensic Biology right now...they let me choose whatever I want in education, in exchange, I am gonna take the full responsibility of my choice....speaking of which, i feel like i am the protagonist of Persona series, all of them signed a contract that they will take full responsibility of their decisions....same case as I!!!

For me, my parents' dream plan for me is just want me to be a profession of my choice, which is they let me chosen forensic field, even I failed in my career, I still can take over the shop (which I think IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!!)....I been told these plans like two or three years ago (and i still can remember that I talked with my dad till it's too late to sleep and I went to secondary school's marathon....XD). This enhance my determination, so that I chosen Chemistry and Biology course from TAR college....right now, their expressions further, or i should put pushed my determination to maximum!!!!

As for my parent, their plan for themselves is as long as they see me success, they have nothing else to regret about...of course I wouldn't let them go as soon, at least I want them go to Hawaii or somewhere else with beautiful beaches....







The story is too long now....XD
Anyway, the summary is "There Is Nothing Gonna Stop Me to Get The First Class Honour In My Bachelor Degree In Forensic Biology!!"

Shopping!!!!

I been going to several shopping centers to buy some t-shirts, pants, and etc...When i choosing which pants/t-shirts i want, i am always calculating, memorizing and comparing, which brands is better quality, and cheaper price...with this reason,I can spent up to an hour to choose the clothes....XD

In fact, I just came back from shoes retailers, and brought 2 pairs of shoes....both of them is New Balance, but different....one is RM290, the other is RM119....they served different purpose of course...the cheaper one is for daily use such as outing, going to uni etc, the other are use only and no other sports purpose....

but, when i read through every receipts i got after these days of shopping, i spent around RM600++....geez, shopping is not the thing that everyone can handle.....XD

A very Special Day for me!!!

There is a very special day for everyone, it's not a unique date but it's  unique day for everyone....still don't understand? then you'll had to figure it out yourself!!!

On sunday, i had lunch with my coursemates, two of them even come from Klang just for this lunch!!! I was so touched!!!! After that, almost all of us go to Wangsa Walk Mall for the movie The Decent 2, and since that the poster is not disgusting for me but this doesn't applied for everyone, so I'll just not posting it out...be appreciate....XD

After that, I spent the night with my friends, and if i am not mistaken, we played Left 4 Dead 2 for 3 hours(but I played for more than that....XD)....in fact, I just slept for three hours, then I drive back to my house....I was starved, so i rather ate some breads instead going back to sleep....And I don't think that I'll having a nap after this.....XD

When I slept on my friend's bed(he slept beforehand, so he let me to sleep on his mattress....XD), when it's almost 9.00am, I had a weird feeling...it's not those feeling that let me feel uncomfortable, but it's still a feeling that hard to describe...maybe it's nearing my birth time and I am gonna 20 YEARS OLD!!!!

The following is some encryptions that I made myself in order had something to record what's happened today, feel free to skip, if you can understand it, so be it.....^_^

yllautcA, I dah na tnemugra htiw ym stenrap, s'ti gnihton yrev tnacifingis, tub s'ti tsuj I dah ym nwo stniop fo sweiv elihw yeht oot...os eht stcilfnoc rucco...gnieb a elttil desserped...TIHS!!!

Still got one more month to go!!!

Now it's 18th August 2010, and it's less than one more month for me to fly....and I am starting to pack up my things....

I was scanned through, and planned, I don't think i got many things that's need to bring....well, except that some winter clothes that i owned like N years ago, which is i wore them when i go to China....and i can't believe that i still can wear my winter jacket that brought when i was at China....well, not exactly, still it's a little bit tight....XD

Well, i am still struggling to whether or not to bring all of the winter clothes, because of the weight limitations....frankly, right now my mum keep murmuring that "you're gonna to there already, and now still facing that laptop for the whole day...do not know how to take care of your things..." blah blah blah.....

Darn....

I hate being sick!!!

Gezz, I can't sleep very comfortable for three consecutive nights had caused me fall into a status that I am not yet sick, but the symptoms of sickness starting to appear...this is a state that most suffering....AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

Well, i can't let sickness beats me...so i go through what kind of laptop i gonna buy when i am at UK...i aimed for Sony VAIO and Asus...but when i compared, I can't choose which one are much more suitable to me...



The Sony VAIO i chosen is i5 pocessor, with IE8, photoshop premier, Microsoft Office 2010 Student, Adobe Acrobat, Window 7 Home Premium, DDR3 4GB, 320GB 7200 rpm, three years Antivirus, 1 year warranty, free engraving,  and so on (i can't remember all of them)...costed GBP around 1100

While the Asus laptop i chosen is i7 pocessor, and a bigger screen, after that. all other components are the same with sony vaio i chosen...costed GBP around 1000...

Which is is better? I don't know....one is with better components, while the other are included almost all of the software....

Anyone give me some suggestion??

HOORAY!!!

Yesterday, i went to Wisma MCA to collection my visa application...well, i am nervous for the whole day until i take the documents.....the UK visa application center are overloaded with people who would like to apply visa....i can tell what they are waiting for because i saw their number paper, some of them nervous, some looks nothing's happening....

I gave my receipt to the security guard waited outside the waiting area, then my hunch tell me that I do not need to wait too long...and bingo, there is a staff approached the guard and took obviously the receipts to office, then i keep observing people...by my feeling, i waited for 5 minutes, then the same staff went to the counter, sit down and stand up again, calling my name...

He asked me to signed on the document envelop then again on other paper, then he asked me to go elsewhere to checked whether all the documents are inside the envelop...the first thing i do, obviously i checked my passport to see whether the visa sticker is inside the passport....when i flip through the first few pages, my mind started to afraid, my hands became a little shaky...then, on the 9th page of my passport, there is it!!! THE UK ENTRY CLEARANCE STICKER!!!

Phew, i was so worried....then i started to think, why the officers stick that sticker on so late pages instead of first few pages....well, anyway, the sticker is there is all of the matter!!!

Actually, today's my moon's calender birthday, and my mum cooked some foods, and now she's calling me for lunch....Bon_Appétit!!!

I become a Magical Warrior!!!

First of all, I want to curse that stupid air-conditional in my room...all of a sudden the wind it blew is no longer cold wind...and when I realized it's night time, too late to call a repairer, so i forced to open the room door, and switch on fan...the whole night i keep disturbed by those darn mosquitoes...

Well, never mind those pest, i had a strange dream, I become a magical warrior, well, to be more easy understandable, a warrior who is a master of swordsmanship and a mage who capable to control elements...lol

The dream is about like this, from the part i can remember, i am dueling with another mage, the battlefield is somewhere at the middle of valley, well, I am floating and fight for my life!!! Then, I lost this part of memory, but the next scene i can recall is I am flying toward a mountain top, leading a troop og magicians to fight a horde of zombie and rescue someone...but before i can rescue that somebody, my alarm triggered, and i wake up...

Then I think, it's so unfortunate, I can't finish my dream...lol


Although there is no "The End", but i still feel so refreshed for unknown reason...^_^Y

Spread news!!!!

Today, I don't understand, why out of blues, my mum asked...commanded is more appropriate, to supervise my sister's outing with her friends...i used supervise is much better, in fact, i am stalking her, in a bright way...meaning that she knew i am following her, that's all....

there are total 7 girls, they went for shopping, having lunch, karaokay and play arcade....well, after my calculation, my sister spent around RM40 for today trip...well beats me, even I went out with my friends, i think this cost is can covert up my 2 trips for these....

Well, this is not the main purpose for my post today...the important thing is this; I received the complete details regarding my flight to UK!!!!

• The airline is Airasia (geez, I don't very fond of this airline due to I heard some bad comments about this company)...
• The waiting time is 10am (this is the latest time that i need to check in, then wait until the departure time. Man, I wonder why i need to wait for such a long time....)
• The departure time is 12.30pm (self-explained)
• The expected arrival time at London Stansted Airport is 1930 (don't confuse with it, this is the London time zone, the flight duration is approximately 13 hours)
• The airport is LCCT airport

Well, that's all folks!!!!

Finish!!!

Do not misunderstand my meaning of finish here...it's nothing to do with my life, but it's just I made one achievement that me myself is hardly to break the record...

About the Persona 3 Portable i mentioned in the last post, I beat the game, although it's not 100% completion. If I recall correctly I beat this game in three days...not completely the whole day...but i think it's about 7 playing hours per day...

In this series, I chosen a female main character instead of male character simply because I played Persona 3 and Persona 3 Fes before, so i am no longer interested in the male main character's storyline....as expected, just some social links' Arcana is changed, so not much thing changed in the main storyline...except "he" is changed to "she"...XD

well, now i am really got nothing to do...

Having hunch...

Persona 3 Portable

Two post in one day eh?

Well, i am bored...maybe after the application of visa, I suddenly lost some of my motivations ...just because the days before today I am so worried, and still enjoying a little stress that I afraid something is up with my fatal step of my future...

Persona 4

well, I slept for, like approximately an hour, but definitely more than on hour...then I played Dissidia Final Fantasy...actually, I played Shin Megami Tensei Persona 3 Portable that released recently...but, in the game time i played three months, but just starting today, I don't feel like want to play it anymore....simply because that friend of mine want to take it back, and I know I can't finish it...so I give up on that....

I played the original version of Persona 3, as well as Persona 3 Fes, but I think the one which give me mist fun is Persona 3 Portable...simply because it's combined some features of Persona 3 and Persona 4...well, I am lazy to give the details....but i still prefer the Persona 4's storyline...

Never mind those...I think I gonna sleep early tonight...

All I can do is Wait...

in fact, I just only slept for less than 5 hours last night...i planned to go to Wisma MCA to apply my student visa...surprisingly, I nearly forgot to fill in one of the important form via internet and print it out....so i had no choice, but to wait my friend to come back from works and go to his house to print the documents...

After that, I chat with him for a little while and end up i got back home at 1am...I woke up at 6am and prepared to went to the plaza....i choose to go at this early hour just simply want to avoid the damn traffic jam...luckily, the traffics were busy but not jamming, just the average speed is around 60km/h....

I got there around 7am, and waited for agents to show up....at 8.15am, I enter the UK visa application center...the place is so damn high security.....your bags are not allowed to brought in, and you'll need to do a quick scan with the security guard.....that guy used a stick that obviously detects metals or something else....because it's making sound when it scanning my left hand side(which i put my car's keys and wallet only), and became louder when it scanning my right hand side(i put a burrowed PSP and my handphone).....by the way, they also need you to switch off the handphone and prohibiting taking pictures...

well, there are nothing worth to mention in there, just extraordinary quite....maybe is the applicants are nervous or something....and what i learn is UK is not the most difficult country to apply visa...as long as you follow their rule, they will give what you want....US is much more difficult to get their visa, i heard they even require some interviews with the officers....

Now, all i can do is waiting, and enjoy anything that's thrown to me, by my friends!!!!!

Visa visa visa.....

I do not had a good night...simply because once I lied on bed, closing my eyes, then my mind drifted to what's gonna happen...well, as the topic stated, I just going to apply my student visa...just simple a sticker, but it cost RM900+, and tons of documents....

I guess, since I lost my MP4 player, I can't really go into dreamland so easy....every night, I can feel my eyes are damn heavy, but my mind are rise and shine....WTH.....

I hope everything goes on.....

Really starting to afraid

Although I put my MSN messenger with the status of "starting to afraid", but that one I was just simply to change my status since there are like beens decades since I made the last change of the messenger status....

Just a little off track from the topic, on Thursday, I made my 4th blood donations, and as usual, the gift given are the same since I donated for the first time...an extra Drinkho product...and it'll be gone after I get back to home and before I want to drink it....but this time, i got a new gift..a Hotlink cap....well, this cap is gave from my friend, Torrent....So, Thank You!!!!

Next, the the thing that freak me out...potentially....

I attend the pre departure briefing from my agent whose help me to apply my overseas study application....named PVDL...a little advertising for them here...they will help you to organize your further study at UK, and they do not charge you any cents...they will also help you to apply student visa for there, but the money matters you'll need to settle yourself....but they can give you some advice and suggestions for money matters....

Back to topic...the briefing is held at Corus Paradise Resort, Port Dickson....my dad and i went there, the reason my dad's accompany me is because he just simply fetch me there. I tried to convince him to stay with me during the talks, but he insisted to leave because he saw there are many youngsters, while he is too obviously older...then he sat on the comfortable(very clearly) and took a nap....

As the named stated, the briefing is about what should be brought and shouldn't when you're leaving...basically, I knew most of it because this David guy told me beforehand, and i was just want to know the faces, like who is gonna attending the same university with me..but it's still be better if i attend it because David might forgot something or etc....

with that thought, i was almost foreseeing what's gonna happen when I take the flight, go to a place that i knew no one, recognized no place....right now i am really having a little shiver...no one gets comfortable when there are unfamiliar faces and places around....as well as no fears....

Darn...I hope...no, WANT everything follow exactly what I foresee so I can feel no confusion....^_^

Addicted

I borrowed PSP from one of my friend, this time, the main purpose I need it because the Dissidia: Final Fantasy (DFF) english version is release, and i want to play it...I am a big fans of the FF series, so no matter what i am gonna to try it....

The story of DFF are the goddess of harmony, Cosmos and her light warrior fight against villains from almost all FF's bad guys, and they are leaded by the god of discord, Chaos...and blah blah blah....in the end, of course is the good guys win...

i was playing it all of the day, almost from day to night. But i am never sacrifice my sleep time, having enough sleeping time is very important you see...my favorite character is Sephiroth, from FF VIII. Well, it's not that i like to use villains, but he is the playing type that suit my style, who makes the Sephy so strong with all those moves and skills??

that's enough, back to gaming....^_^

what kind of the nightmare...

i was had a very weird nightmare...

it's about like i am studying, but then i was sentenced to jail (???), then i go to KLCC (???!). After that, I ride some kind of roller coaster, which circle around the twin tower (giant roller coaster?!?!) Next, I wonder around some kind of shopping mall, which follow next i woke up...

very weird eh? Even the movie Inception didn't have this kind of story setting...I really wonder is it reflecting what am i really want right now? Because right now i feel my brain are capable to absorb new knowledge...

I am really can't wait for that day to arrive....

Imagination...

the day is getting closer, what day?

Well, it's a very, maybe it's not strong enough if i put important, FATAL would be better...the day that is my fatal step to realize my ambitions, as well as my dreams. Right now, I am getting nervous as I start to foresee, or imagine my life as an international student at UK...

They said, study abroad is a dream...here comes a little joke: It's a dream  for your father to study in an University, and it's a legend for you for unable to study beyond secondary school...not funny for some people, but i think it's time for our generation to grow and evolve...

back to topic. I was looking at the updated database and information from University of Chester's website, and when I looked at the information about accommodation, I was...well, how to say, some kind of feeling, difficult to describe, like i am wondering at a night residential area, alone. I want to draw it, but when i want to catch the glimpse details, the scene in my brain gone....so i have no choice but to search via Mr. G to look for the similar scene. and i found it, the scene is like this picture...


The majority of the picture is almost the same, and i was shocked because it's on the first page of the search result. Except there are endless straight road in the picture, the house's designs, street lights' color, time and etc are exactly the same that's in my mind.....I wonder is there any connection to my current psychology status....

Well, anyway, I would like to enjoy every minutes, every events and every place with everyone i know before i leave, to have a very good memory, as well as become my inner strength's greatest supporter...for my dreams!!!