Long time...

initially i was thinking updating my blog everyday
in fact, i didnt
or rather, i cant
stupid student accommodation
think that this is the third week
the network is down for whole three weeks
hope that the new place didnt have this kind of problem

by the way
it's almost 5 months since i am here
did anyone miss me??
guess not...XD
it's not yet 6 months
but i already start thinking the dissertation for next year...
never have a good topic.....
kinda unfair if i want to say so myself
i always feel that there are many topics available for the business study courses,
while science subject are difficult to come up a good topic for dissertation.

oh yeah
i am waiting my laundry to be done
so i go to library to kill the time
and guess what
there are so many japanese young ladies in the laundry room....7 of them
they all keep talking to each other,,,
think that they all stay together in one house or hall or something...
thank to the animes i watched
i can roughly understand what are they talking about...
but still, i can't speak very well....regardless i can understand them
but i guess english will work too, since they are here
their english level would not be very bad till can understand the basics...XD

urgh....still don't have a good topic for dissertation....
it's difficult to choose one when you taking all the considerations like ethical issue, feasibility, times, and much more....

Assignments, Works, Study....And PLAY of course...

I found out that I been very hardworking recently...
Doing assignments on my day off
working part time on weekends
attending all the classes without missing one of them
play on my games, especially monster hunter and KHBBS (there are more of them, but recently i focus on these two)
but there is one thing i didn't as a student, as a teenager, as a fine young man...
have some social events once in a while....

it's not that I dont want to attend it
just dont have the time
and more importantly,
dont have the money...
i worked hardly for the deposit
frankly speaking, I just spend £6.50 last week for my life expenses...
and I still can recall what I brought by using these £6.50
£2 for two bottles of 4 pint milks (equivalent to 8 litters of milk, surprise?)
£1.50 for three boxes of vegetables stir fry, which i can divide into six meals in total..
£1 for buying some oranges for healthy concern
£2 for a 750g of cereal, not actual cereal but it's whole grain plus mixed dry fruit

what do you think??? Xp
right now, if i can continue like this
maybe i can get what i want in a short amount of time...
DC, laptop, cellphone.....

right now, i just realize that one of my old "habit" is hitting me again.....
over think thing....
but sometimes, i do need extra time to become tolerant and immune people's childish thoughts....
but i dont think i should make an enemy right here, right now
they said, better friend then enemy..
and, what in my thought is
i can divide the friendship level into several levels
and treat them accordingly....
just one thing that i dont understand even though i been encountered these kind of situations before...
why some people just act very childish...

but then again
what i heard from my secondary school teacher
you are what you think other people are....
do you get what i mean?? (i still like this quote, and relized i have a smirk on my face when i type this out.XD)
right, this can be explained easier by using example...
if you think somebody is very selfish, then you yourself is selfish too....
right now, in some situation
it doesnot make sense
since that most people didnt know their personality completely....
the only way to know your personality a little bit more is via gain more life experience...
no other way than that.....
or all you need is just somebody tied you up, and tell you what does he/she thinks about you without having worry of you hit him/her out of blue...XP

anyway,  in conclusion
Study Hard, Play Hard, Work Hard!!!

Life is a Challenge itself...

sometimes, i can feel like everything in my day could be goes wrong
like falling into negative spiral....quoted from Hiiragi Kagami.

and then, airhead really is dangerous, and frustrating
i just never expect that I could meet someone like this, in UK, in university....
guess there are tons of people...

then, i hurt my right arm...again...
not the first time, and definetaly not the last time...
I just stop playing badminton for a week
and I get injured in the heat of a match....
and I lost the match that supposely I can win....
just can't remember when and how my right arm get this injury..

what else that can ruined my day off from everything??
just received a letter from the bank
saying that there is a direct debit failed, and the amount is.....
£1220.80
I can felt that my blood is drained from my face...
I had to went to the bank and clarify the matter.....
then, the weather are adjusted to suit and further ruined my day...
it's gloomy and start raining when i am back from bank.....

and there is one thing that I can't face...
i nearly forget the CNY is around the corner
and of course, i didn't celebrate
but I can't just ignore the friends' status on FB...
feel kinda down, I can't believe that I miss the extremely hot weather right before CNY
the summer is not very hot from wqhat i heard
there is even a chilling wind going around

what's more, I stop attending the badminton session on friday because I start working on friday...
I might be considering quitting the club for next year
ain't have the time and the new house is kinda far away from the campus....
ah yes, the new house....
deposit £250, my money that I been saving up and my hardworking during two consecutive weekends......

negative spiral...........
WHAT ELSE DO YOU HAVE TO DO WITH ME!!!!