A so-called busy week..

Sometimes, I did remind myself to at least make an update, and post it to the blog, but then, other things will just coming, snatching priority of updating the blog and make the priorities it’s own….well, that can’t be help…which one is important? Study, workout on gym or update the blog??

I wouldn’t tell the answer, for now…XD

Well then, at this warm saturday afternoon (but it’s shivering outside!!!), after i done some of my works, and trying to do something, update the blog come to mind….as well as changing the song…get some good soundtracks here…lol

on Wednesday, i went out with some of my friends from Lancaster, initially i just want to went there, reunion for a while, and let them do all of the shopping, while I just planned to buy some books or something minors….but in the end, I can’t help myself to brought two new jackets, three books and a  new cap….duh….

that day, I can feel that my purse, my heart and my cool, logical brain went insane…shouldn’t bring my debit card with me, as well as cash point card, to stop me being buy anything that i like…..XD

anyway, it’s a good memory, at least I didn’t regret what I have brought…both jackets look cool, and nevertheless, can keep me warm…and the books…how to put it, I haven’t finish the first book, but it’s halfway through already…then the cap, I really like that one…wakaka

I start going to gym for workouts, just this week started to do it almost everyday, to keep  myself busy, rather than just sit there and let all those fats, lipids and mold to grow…..hence, I have a busy week, with all of the reports, assignments, workouts, and books…good thing? it’s up to you for the answer…XD

by the way, it’s started to get snowing here, though now the snows melt as soon as they touch the ground, while some places retain the snows…and it’s very slippy, what’s more, the snow, aka ice will just drench your jacket!!!!

nothing special about the snow, just it’s kinda like rain during winter, you can see the white flakes falling down slowly, gracefully, and like white powder, that’s all….but still, it’s a good experience when you walking down the street, with snow falling….i realized the snowing when I am in gym, and I was wondering why sky looks so dark, despite it’s just 2pm…..the sunset is around 4pm by the way, the I get a closer look by the window, then I thought, “shit, it’s snowing, but there are sunny day when I arrived the gym entrance…..”

fine….now start worrying how do I get to work whether I should ride my bike or not….take it…gua….XD

Piling UP!!!

This time, this post is gonna be a little bit negative, so I'll just keep it short.

Just that today, there are many things make me upset, and I am not gonna to list them one by one. And then, in the end, all kinds of negative feelings burst through. And I can’t simply just release them in the aggressive ways, and then, I do not want to talk anymore for the rest of the day.

Well, it’s not very early i got into this state, this happened like around 6pm. Of course, I do need some not-so-aggressive way to release them. Thanks god, it’s Friday, this mean that tonight it’s badminton night!!! I am technique and attack free!!!!

After the work outs, i feel better, still, I don’t feel like talking…..

Guess typing is a good way too…..

Moved to a new room!!!

Nothing very big, or significant, but after a long, LONG time I waited, finally I moved in to the new room!!!

But still, there are something that’s drag down my mood, it’s that I cant apply a pay monthly contract….the reason is I dont have a more-than-3-year-address….that’s kinda of pissed my off….

My current are way too old, like 5-6 years old already, if not mistaken, and i think it’s time to change a new phone….and after all the way come to UK, I think I should get a smartphone, and I did laid my eyes on one…Sony Erisson Xperia X10….or it’s sister product, X10 mini Pro….

well, i’ll see how….XD

A fun Tuesday!!

Well, there are many things happened today,and I did feel great for all of them!!!

First of, I registered myself in one local gym, which I think it’s kinda famous or something…I have no much confident on university own gym, so I rather pick a local gym. It cost about £24 per month for unlimited entries, and I decided that starting from tomorrow, I’ll have a regular time table….

Then, move on to blood donation. I do this so that I have a legitimate reason to force my body to produce some new blood….why? Because it’s like I discard some of my blood, as well as some toxic, waste products that’s accumulated in my body, and my body will produce new, fresh blood…..giving some dirty thing to other people, with a good reason, why not? lol

The last one, I have some fun practical class, though the experiment are kinda repeating what I have learned. I need to use the spectrophotometer to determine the concentration of unknown samples, and try to link the accidents by determine their respective concentration. Not very difficult I must say, but to think that it’s my first practical class, that’s more than enough….XD

Back to study then….lol

GF??

Well, i just learn that one of my flatmate have some problems with his girlfriend. Well, don’t say I am a werido or whatever you might think of, but so far, I don’t think I need a girlfriend right now, until I achieve my career aims, or education qualifications goals.

In other word, I will get a girlfriend when I have a stable career(which is Forensic Biologist in short), or I get a Phd in Forensic Biology, which I think it’s not quite necessarily to become a Forensic Biologist, this will apply when I want to be a lecturer instead of working under law enforcement.

So, at this point, people will tend to thinking that I am a Nerd, a super Nerd…well, I can’t argue with that, but still I am not a otaku, that’s enough for me….XD

The reasons that I do not want a girlfriend yet is;

1. Sometimes, i can’t even feed myself up, why bother to feed another people??
2. I can’t understand what’s girl thinking about, and it’s a pain to guess what’s they thinking, I rather use my brain power for something else which is more contribute to my future.
3. Almost the same reason with 2nd one. I think that my future is much more important that finding a temporary girlfriend, I want a girl that both of us can spend our life afterward happily.
4. No money, simple enough.
5. This is little bit fantastic, sometime I tried to find a girlfriend, but like people said, “the destiny is not there, why bother to force a relationship?”. It’s not that I didn’t tried, every times, I get to a new environment, or meet new friends, I was thinking to get one, but in the end, fail. Either the girl has a boyfriend already, or I don’t have any lingering feeling toward the girls….
6. Somehow, I think having a girlfriend is a little bit troublesome(sorry for a little bit discrimination…), and I will tend to be retreat when I try to approach the girls….

In conclusion, having a GF is not bad, but not good either….

Mixed Feeling

Out of the blue, I felt all kinds of feelings. I do not know why, how, it’s just appear….homesickness perhaps?? XD

And right now I can completely feel a totally different culture now, Britain are tends to be more kinder, friendlier then M’sia.….don’t get me a wrong idea, i didn’t mean M’sian are greedy, grumpier or something else, but the levels are different….well, some of the M’sian are grumpy, that’s for sure…..XD

In fact, I am very jealous that most of my flatmates can go back to their home sweet home for weekends/holidays easily, while I can’t…I didn’t blame them, that’s their choices, but my jealousy come from sometimes I’ll imagine how it’s gonna be when I go back for holidays, then I may feel a sudden sadness, after that, I’ll try to do something to distract myself. Then, jealousy comes up…..

Kinda weird, if I want to say so myself, a little bit of fighting against my inner feeling with my rational and will to maintain the first few friendships I made here. But always, and I hope it’s gonna be forever, the rational and will win the war. I am always tell myself, that’s their choice, after all, and this is a process of growing into a fine man, plus, I am feeling a new experience!!! This is something that I have while they don’t!!! (apologies to my friends in UK here, I didn’t mean any insult or disrespect, just merely my thoughts and please forget and forgive me because this is really my feeling that’s I didn’t tell)

As a result (suddenly, I like this, like typing a report already..XD), I can feel some happiness again!! Emotional?? Everyone will get it eventually, and it’s not unusual…oh, by the way, I start watching Lucky Star, and this can really relieve some stress and homesickness as well!!!

PS: this is for Yuuji, I feel like Konata is somehow resemble to you…..XD

Home Alone!!! (Almost)

Well, there is a personal development week, which is completely no classes at all. But, the uni wouldn’t let you to enjoy it either….just that there are some optional “talks” (I’d like to put lectures here but on a second thought, no) about something like financial management for students, IT qualification classes etc etc….

But, most of my flatmates went back homes for this week, so there are me, and Nick that’s left in this accommodation. Seriously, it’ll get boring sometime….

Well, i got nothing to do but just play Ben’s XBox , or watch anime…the best way to kill the time…..XD

Dinners is almost ready so I want to stop here…XD