Apparently, there are sort of financial crisis happening in the shop business, and to be much more frankly, it's the customers who causing this....the case is like this: The boss of a company promised my mum to pay the debt of RM20,000 to her, some kind like clearing the debts for last several months, but the accounting girl just gave RM2,000...this caused a shortage of money, because my mum was planned the schedule of the cheques, and this "missing" amount money caused her on a foul mood....for ten minutes.....
I was surprised, because it's near the dinner, and my mum and I had to cook, while she was cooking the dishes, she is just like nothing happen, and making jokes as usual....but I see through her eyes, the windows of soul.....she is worried. I surprise for her resilience, and the "mask" she wearing....
At that moment, I enhanced my determination, the determination that exist but it's doesn't to be stronger than I felt previously....all kinds of plans and things fly in my head....about how I gonna to get the part time jobs, the amount of wages, how much of money i gonna TT (telegraphic transfer) to give them to my parents, either to lighten their weight on shoulders or let them buy whatever they want...at least within the amount I can give them.....
Oh!!! There are some fragments of vision that I want my family to move out from their hometown, or just immigrate to other country wherever they like...i think Australia suit them best, based on their favorite hobbies, and their dreams....my dad told me, although it's not direct and straightforward, I am their one and only hope, he and my mum want the best for me...My sis? Well, my mum kinda want her to become stewardess...then, for her later life, find a husband and happy forever...they said their dream plan for my sis is for this....
They never force, command, or even ask me to take over the shop, they are not even interfere my choices on my educations, that's why I chosen Science Stream on Form 4, Diploma in Science in college and Forensic Biology right now...they let me choose whatever I want in education, in exchange, I am gonna take the full responsibility of my choice....speaking of which, i feel like i am the protagonist of Persona series, all of them signed a contract that they will take full responsibility of their decisions....same case as I!!!
For me, my parents' dream plan for me is just want me to be a profession of my choice, which is they let me chosen forensic field, even I failed in my career, I still can take over the shop (which I think IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!!)....I been told these plans like two or three years ago (and i still can remember that I talked with my dad till it's too late to sleep and I went to secondary school's marathon....XD). This enhance my determination, so that I chosen Chemistry and Biology course from TAR college....right now, their expressions further, or i should put pushed my determination to maximum!!!!
As for my parent, their plan for themselves is as long as they see me success, they have nothing else to regret about...of course I wouldn't let them go as soon, at least I want them go to Hawaii or somewhere else with beautiful beaches....
The story is too long now....XD
Anyway, the summary is "There Is Nothing Gonna Stop Me to Get The First Class Honour In My Bachelor Degree In Forensic Biology!!"
When think about this, I can't sleep during my bed time...when I lie down, my mind roams through many possible futures...it's scare me though, and then, I can't sleep...
At that moment, I enhanced my determination, the determination that exist but it's doesn't to be stronger than I felt previously....all kinds of plans and things fly in my head....about how I gonna to get the part time jobs, the amount of wages, how much of money i gonna TT (telegraphic transfer) to give them to my parents, either to lighten their weight on shoulders or let them buy whatever they want...at least within the amount I can give them.....
Oh!!! There are some fragments of vision that I want my family to move out from their hometown, or just immigrate to other country wherever they like...i think Australia suit them best, based on their favorite hobbies, and their dreams....my dad told me, although it's not direct and straightforward, I am their one and only hope, he and my mum want the best for me...My sis? Well, my mum kinda want her to become stewardess...then, for her later life, find a husband and happy forever...they said their dream plan for my sis is for this....
As for my parent, their plan for themselves is as long as they see me success, they have nothing else to regret about...of course I wouldn't let them go as soon, at least I want them go to Hawaii or somewhere else with beautiful beaches....
I been going to several shopping centers to buy some t-shirts, pants, and etc...When i choosing which pants/t-shirts i want, i am always calculating, memorizing and comparing, which brands is better quality, and cheaper price...with this reason,I can spent up to an hour to choose the clothes....XD
There is a very special day for everyone, it's not a unique date but it's unique day for everyone....still don't understand? then you'll had to figure it out yourself!!!
After that, I spent the night with my friends, and if i am not mistaken, we played Left 4 Dead 2 for 3 hours(but I played for more than that....XD)....in fact, I just slept for three hours, then I drive back to my house....I was starved, so i rather ate some breads instead going back to sleep....And I don't think that I'll having a nap after this.....XD
Now it's 18th August 2010, and it's less than one more month for me to fly....and I am starting to pack up my things....
Gezz, I can't sleep very comfortable for three consecutive nights had caused me fall into a status that I am not yet sick, but the symptoms of sickness starting to appear...this is a state that most suffering....AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!
Yesterday, i went to Wisma MCA to collection my visa application...well, i am nervous for the whole day until i take the documents.....the UK visa application center are overloaded with people who would like to apply visa....i can tell what they are waiting for because i saw their number paper, some of them nervous, some looks nothing's happening....
Today, I don't understand, why out of blues, my mum asked...commanded is more appropriate, to supervise my sister's outing with her friends...i used supervise is much better, in fact, i am stalking her, in a bright way...meaning that she knew i am following her, that's all....
About the Persona 3 Portable i mentioned in the last post, I beat the game, although it's not 100% completion. If I recall correctly I beat this game in three days...not completely the whole day...but i think it's about 7 playing hours per day...
