this is getting too much....

well, i can see that i didn't update my blog as frequently as i did
just addicted to an MMORPG, Forsaken World
all blame go to Adam...XD

well, nothing worth mentioning it, unless you, the readers want to know my achievement in the game
glad that everyone still doing fine
just a quick update for this, nothing better to do
as I getting a little bit bored for that game...:P
below is the one of the screenshot from the game
when i am level 45, now i am level 53 FYI...XD

and this picture supposed to be a joke to my friend
as her name is Mabel as well, and see the title of the NPC in the picture...XD

that was unexpected....

i guess that I have few close friends
those who can chat with me for a long time
those who can remain silence for a long time without getting awkward during conversation
those who can share the secrets
those who can keep secrets
those who remain as friends even thought we haven't chatted for a long time
those who share your joys, suffers, pains, tears and theirs

I admitted that I did lost some friends here
i am not making excuses, but those things are not in my control
and out of my jurisdiction as well
one of them, well, he act a little bit childish
then the other one, he is on the verge
but i do have a feeling that it is gonna happen, sooner or later

enough for the friend here
in fact, i just had a long Skype chat with my friends on this afternoon
everyone seems to be healthy
set aside that the finals are coming
and the endless report-producing makes them seems tired, and stressed
but this is not my main concern
it seems that the bonds we forged together are crumbling
and some of them are broken, separated

thanks to the technology
long distance friends are rarely appear in people's dictionary
but they not always work <----making excuses again
anyway, when she told me this
i don't now how to respond
i don't know how to reply
i just answered, "really?"
then she mentioned that some them are splitting up
even though they lived under the same roof
then she said those who didn't came up and said hello in front of the webcam are the ones


the are one quote
"the ship will lost in the midst of sea without it's captain"
perhaps this quote is reanimating my group members
well, this is one of the things that I don't know what i know
the leadership skill
i never thought that the whim on the first day of my college life change so many things
and i never foresee that what happen when i leave my group to pursue my dream
a little bit selfish?
i admitted, but some people might disagree

in the end
i feel so.........frustrated
i can't get my mind of when i had my gym session on the treadmill
until i must clear my mind and catch up the breaths and pace
for me, i am a little bit perfectionist
i want everything to be perfect
i want everyone live happily together

but these are naive thoughts
even i can comes up tons of possible events that can split people from together
.........

this is getting too long
i should stop here
just hope that they wouldn't falling too apart that i can't even close them together again......

Fitness...

Frankly speaking
it is been a long time since that i being so pumped up before
and, this kind of thing are kinda completely random
at least for me...XD

just looking for something to do during summer vacation
and the only thing i needed to keep on doing gym is just a motivation
but in the end, i found several of them
well, the main one is gonna be make myself look better when i wear clothes
believe it or not
my size of choice for the clothing are reduced from L to M
and my waist went down from 36 to34, even 32 can be fitted in, with a little effort of course

and i think this is gonna keep going on
want to gain some muscle weight while lost some fat tissue....