Really starting to afraid

Although I put my MSN messenger with the status of "starting to afraid", but that one I was just simply to change my status since there are like beens decades since I made the last change of the messenger status....

Just a little off track from the topic, on Thursday, I made my 4th blood donations, and as usual, the gift given are the same since I donated for the first time...an extra Drinkho product...and it'll be gone after I get back to home and before I want to drink it....but this time, i got a new gift..a Hotlink cap....well, this cap is gave from my friend, Torrent....So, Thank You!!!!

Next, the the thing that freak me out...potentially....

I attend the pre departure briefing from my agent whose help me to apply my overseas study application....named PVDL...a little advertising for them here...they will help you to organize your further study at UK, and they do not charge you any cents...they will also help you to apply student visa for there, but the money matters you'll need to settle yourself....but they can give you some advice and suggestions for money matters....

Back to topic...the briefing is held at Corus Paradise Resort, Port Dickson....my dad and i went there, the reason my dad's accompany me is because he just simply fetch me there. I tried to convince him to stay with me during the talks, but he insisted to leave because he saw there are many youngsters, while he is too obviously older...then he sat on the comfortable(very clearly) and took a nap....

As the named stated, the briefing is about what should be brought and shouldn't when you're leaving...basically, I knew most of it because this David guy told me beforehand, and i was just want to know the faces, like who is gonna attending the same university with me..but it's still be better if i attend it because David might forgot something or etc....

with that thought, i was almost foreseeing what's gonna happen when I take the flight, go to a place that i knew no one, recognized no place....right now i am really having a little shiver...no one gets comfortable when there are unfamiliar faces and places around....as well as no fears....

Darn...I hope...no, WANT everything follow exactly what I foresee so I can feel no confusion....^_^