Anything to say?

Ever since that I attend the farewell party, I am been thinking, do I have anything to say to my fellow college friends? In fact, I have a lot to say, but, when the words are reaching to my throat, it's stuck. I do not know how to put all these words together to a comprehensive sentence, and I dare no to speak so freely with like 20 strangers are around.

Most of them said that if I want to cry, cry it out. But, I feel nothing special on my eyeballs, i can't feel any watery or dryness, but most of them insisted that my eyes are very watery, like it gonna burst at any times.

And that's strange, I keep hearing Utada Hikaru's First Love, I know the meaning of the song, but rather, I feel some kind of things instead of love when I listening this particular song.

I can't believe that it's gonna 15th September so soon. I felt my Diploma life is endless, but then again, it's ended, and I gonna leave my home, away from people I know, I am familiar with, and all the places that I have both happiness and sadness memories.

And it's time for me to check everything in my luggage....I got so many damn things needed to fit into the luggage....