Tuesday, October 4, 2011

new term, new life?

well, the summer flew by
the long summer had gone
the weather doesn't as hot as I anticipated
well, watch too much japanese animation
where throughout the whole series
there's gonna be an episode of extremely hot/cold weather
which gave me am impression that the summer is horrible

but in the end
the summer passes without really hot temperature
well, there are few days that really hot
it is not the same "hot" in m'sia
but it is windless hot
which make the room are hotter then usual with stagnant air
not to mentioned when working in the restaurant

speaking of which
if it isn't my colleague mentioned about how she getting more hot-headed during work
i wouldn't be able to realized that i had the same problem too
especially when there are no enough people to work, and the tables are fully booked
and the stupid hag still unable to judge the situation and adjust her speed accordingly
despite her working experience is more then few years
the manager did really helped
by command that stupid hag to slow down, otherwise, it is gonna be a disaster
let alone to provide the so-called "service"

practically, i worked 6 days straight down during the fresher week
which make me felt lot more tired then usual
.........
well, the recent are nothing but only complaints
the new term time table make me feel like this year gonna be an interesting year
still, when i try to calm down after the high stress works in the restaurant
i recalled, some really nostalgic memories
not some, lot of them
which make me recalled some of the conversation with my fellow college friends

the main point is
"the group is splitting, even they living under the same roof"
i think i mentioned this before
but the feeling, not quite sure how to describe it
kinda like a mixture of anger, nostalgic, sad, wasted
and more.....
and i felt it is kinda unfair
the adv. diploma have 4 groups, instead of 5 in diploma year
so, in order to do to that
the people who in charge in changing the name list split my group into 2
evenly half of my group members merge into others
i knew that my group isn't the only which got separated
but the other groups are only had only few of the members separated
ranging from 3 to 5
but my group are separated into two equal halves

i could do nothing about that
since that i am not staying for adv diploma
still, i felt so unfair
i would prefer all the name lists are decided by picking the member randomly
rather then splitting the groups
since that his is much more equal to everyone......

well, as for the first day of term
i had a hard time to concentrate after the 3rd hours of lecture
and had a not-so-stress-relieving gym session
the tiredness kicked in real quick after some soft music played
all i just hope, is to have all my group members stay connected
even only remained in the FB friendlists will do....
and of course, the group i created...........

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