it is been one year

well, the time flew away again
i just realized that i been here for one year
if it isn't my friend asked me
i wouldn't realized that 15th of September is gone for good
as usual, nothing particularly happened
and it seems that there are many parting gonna happened
and for me, i don't really care about the parting

it is not that i don't care for my friends
but, if that's their choice to leave
so there is no points to mourning or what-so-ever
and then, there is something that really picked on my nerves
the M'sia government issues again
which, i saw them on FB by chance
it is about that there is a student who get a good grade for her study
but when she applied the government owned facility
her application was rejected
due to her parental background
which is, Chinese mother and Malay father

the reason of rejection is: "under security"
and duh, what kind of reason of that?!
as the Chinese word said: 官字两个口
literally, this mean that every officers have two mouths
this implies that most of the "government officer" didn't do what they said, or do what they didn't said
this meaning came from the word 官 which have two similar Chinese characters of 口
this caused a change to one of my future plans
which is one of the bad options i had, go back there and be a police officer


you know, this kind of things do happened
and i still wondering what will happened to M'sia
will it become better? or worst
and for my case
I'll just leave it, and just be awed by how much surprises that the racial issues gonna taken them to
and this just trigger one of my old memories
which is the vows we all gonna swear for every Monday at school's assembles
and i don't think that there is a line of "racial equity"
and when i wiki-ed it, it seems there is something extra to the front
oh well............
maybe a bouncer isn't a bad job too..