Seriously...

this is kinda like a continue act from the previous two post
the one before the post "distracted"...

well, some of my friends said that i am just a "veg talk" people
this is a direct translate from Cantonese
it mean that i am someone that just talk big
without putting words into actions
then, when i tried to do something extraordinary
they said something different again
seriously, i never know what are the gals thinking about

then, they said save the money up
but the real problem is
as i mentioned before
the desire that supported me all along ways till now
is to buy a new laptop
and in my mind is
treat myself better = buy a new laptop
something like that

other than that
i have no other desire any more
so far in my life
i have three PC
the first one i have is a desktop window 98
then a laptop, relatively cheap, window vista
next is this current one
a netbook, window 7

right now
if i dont buy a laptop
i do not have any motivations to continue working any more
frankly speaking
i was thinking not going to work
but, in term of reducing family burden
and in term of friendship <--- when i working, i am thinking i am just helping out, that's it
i continued to work

well, before i came to uk
my parents keep reminded me that don't work any part time job
as fearing that this may reducing my academic performance
and when i got the first job
i didn't tell them till december
coz they asking why there are no withdrawing from the HSBC account that i opened at m'sia
they got the statements, so there is no way to lies
of course, they did scolded me for a while
but i think they gradually realised that this may be a chance that to grind my life experiences
so all they do next is tell me not to overworking myself

getting a little distracted
anyway, maybe i should shift my attention to a second target
Sony Ericsson Xperia Arc
maybe, is just a maybe <---want to emphasize this



suddenly i like this quote from Busou Renkin
 "if i protect everyone, who'll protect me?" by Mutou Kazuki