Aspiration

there are many to this word
in science, it's an act of inhaling
but of course
i am not having lectures in my blog
this aspiration here is mean a cherished desire

some times
when i try to reach down
deep into my heart
i am searching
what can i do
for my family
for my friends
for those i met in my life
thought we might parting for now
there is no telling we might meet again down the roads
or even our chosen own paths united as one
looking for the same goal <------poetic

ahem
well, seriously
i dont know why i choose this path
after struggling for these day
then, i realised something
all we do is just for one word
the root of all evil
the fuel for all ambition
......MONEY......
one say
"money is not everything, but without money, you are nothing"
never underestimate the words of elderly
they had more experiences then us, the rookies of this world

right now
i reached my goal
and for the first time
there is people try to stop me to complete the goal
reaching and completing the goal is two different things
reaching mean target reached
but completing is much more complicated
for example
air strike attack
target in range
but as long as you didn't launch the missiles
the goal never complete <-----got it?

that people say, think once more
but then
do this people know that what is supporting me to worked so hard
save so much

reduced so much
withstanding the bursts of my temper
holding back the tears
wipe off the sweats
and finally
i earn the hard-earn rewards
then, this particular people told don't do it

i know this is somehow for my own good
but, as this person said
treat myself properly
and
in my opinion
the only way to treat myself properly
is to complete the said goal

enough words
forgive and forget my selfish desire