No name Act 1

rather, I don't know what to put in the title
so this is the first post with the title "No Name"
could be have more, so i think this can be the act 1

enough for the title
there is something that i think it got some point
it's a note on FB
and it seems that i can't find the note or the link again
can't remember who shared it
it's about the differences between studying at any countries other than UK and in UK
if not mistaken, the title mentioned about 300 questions or something
and it do point out something that's unique here
but this is not what i looking for
there is one particular that about the friends

well, the question is
"will i gaining distances with my friends at my home country?"
and the answer is very interesting
"you'll not gain any distance with your friends, but your friends will."

thinking back
it seems this is quite the case
conversations ended abruptly
running out of topic during conversations
and so on...

well
i am not sure about is i who distanced myself
or the distances are gained from my friends
maybe they got things too worry about
so i am always tried to shove the weird thoughts away

and i even doubt that without FB, without this little blog, without MSN
i will be forgotten by my friends soon or later <---weird thoughts again
frankly, i envy the British
they say it out loud
do it out obvious
regardless the feeling or the possible future events that caused by current actions
i think i am over considerate and too sensitive <----again

in the end
the one who is really care for you
is your family
luckily the phone haven't died out...
...just yet
remember <----self memo
the family is really cared for you, don't mistreat them

this is it, i am getting a new laptop in this week!!!!