Dilemma

Well, sometimes, or should i say, always,
I kinda feel like "this kind of thing"
note: "this kind of thing" is the thing that I want to tell everyone,
but i do not want anyone get worries about me....
maybe some of you, yes, i mean you, the reader,
know what am i talking about....especially back to college time.....
but right now, i have this kind of feeling again.

A dilemma situation,
I want to tell someone, but i dont want anyone know this....
maybe this got something to do with my image, pride, something like that....
well, let's see...

Watashi wa tomodachi ga inai
kono kanji
tada, watashi wa shitashii tomodachi shinai

And it's strange, reality is much more weird than fictions...
Sam Moss, of the international student support department want me to take care of somebody,
strange enough, me myself also facing the same problem
but this particular guy is having a much more serious situation than me....
then again, the phases i heard from experienced people is correct
"there are people who is much more unfortunate than you, so cheer up"
kinda weird, is it?